Monday, May 30, 2011

Post for a good friend ;-)

What am i gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

Kadang ada banyak orang yang setelah putus selalu mikir kaya gini kan ya? Gue gak mau munafik, gue juga sempet beberapa hari slalu mikir kaya gitu dulu. Tapi tau gaksih, dengan kita mikir kaya gitu gue baru sadar kita sama aja dengan meragukan diri sendiri dan gak menghargai orang yang ada disekitar kita yg udah ngehibur kita. Mungkin iya, pasti bakal ada satu hal yang hilang. Tapi sadar gak sadar, setelah putus itu gak mungkin mereka jadi gak sayang sama kita, mereka hanya merubah perasaan itu jadi rasa sayang ke teman. Jadi sebenernya, kita pasti tetep bisa ngelakuin banyak hal dan kita punya banyak orang yang bisa kita bilang "best" dalam hidup kita ;-)

Tau gak? Kenapa banyak orang yang abis putus gak bisa temenan? Itu karena manusianya gak bisa ngalahin rasa egonya ;-) Bukan brarti itu mudah, emang pasti lah butuh waktu, cuma sayang aja kalo setelah lupa masih aja gak bisa temenan. Dia yang kita anggep segalanya kan tetep bisa disamping kita padahal, kalo kita mau coba lupain yg udh lewat dan hidup dimasa sekarang dan merancang masa depan.

Be wise dan tentuin dengan matang apa yang kamu bilang, karena sekali terucap scara gak sadar hati dan otak kamu bakal melakukan hal yang pernah kamu ucapkan. ;-)

Saturday, May 21, 2011

I'm Tired.

I'm tired for being happy all the time
I'm tired being used by my own friend
I'm tired being perfectionist to myself
I'm tired for always protecting my brother's fault
I'm tired for always being a second choice
I'm tired for always be someone who wait

I wish i'm a strong girl
I wish i can handle all of the problems by myself
But i know i can't
Cause people will always need someone to help her
But i still dont know who i should believe

God, till when?
I'm tired..
:-(

Monday, May 9, 2011

What if....

Hello :-) Its been so long since my last post. I've been very busy these days cause of preparing things for exams at the end of May till the beginning of June. Yeah this is May! Most of my friend having their birth-day this month. So....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! <3 to Chikita Tya in 3rd May. Sasha in 4th May, Azalea in 5th May, Angela Wu in 7th May and today is Avinda's day :--) May happiness and joy fullfill your new age!

This was made when we made Angela Wu a suprise in her bi
rthday
:-) Actually there's one more like this but i cant post it huft.

With Noya, Andre, Angel, Aza, Made, Ceve, Venna & Tami :-) This photo was taken by Marcha^^


This is Sasha's suprise birthday :-) W/ Anes Dilla Mentari Andin Sasha Sara & Syadza (left-right)

Hmm actually there's Chikita's & Azalea's suprise, but there's still no pict at Chikita's and i cant attend Azalea's suprise :-( Once again, happy birthday to ya all!! I love U soooo much.

Okay, too much words & photos. Sorry for spamming. Have a great day!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Life.

Heya bloggie ;-) Miss this blog like sooo damn much! These days are been so hard. He's busy with his own things, so do i. Sometimes, when i have "my own" time, i think about him all the time. Im wondering what he's doing right now, how's his life, and so many things that he used to share with me. Its not hurting me, but somehow when i really missed him, i feel weak. I feel like i can do nothing without him, he's my life. He's the one who understands me a lot and never stop supporting every step that i take. I've been working so hard for the Science Class, and i have this spirit is all because of him. He told me that Science Class is cool and i deserve to be a Science Class student. He said im smart, and he's really proud of me. Thank you for that :--)

Anyway, this Saturday im gonna get my midterm report card. Lets pray the best for me, i dont wanna make my mom&dad down. They gave me almost everything i want. Whoaaa feel soooo afraid, i got remedial for about 3 times and it killing me :-( I promise to my mom not to have a remedial again, but i failed. Biology ruin it hufffft, im bad at remembering something.

Its time for me to go, thanks for reading. Enjoy ur day!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

God damn i miss blogger!

Helloooo blogger :):) How's everything going? I miss my blog so bad, its been a long time for me not to post here. Im busy with my life and share everything on twitter or sometimes in facebook or tumblr. Anway, please follow my twitter --> @FanyaDfst , my Facebook: Zefanya M. Defista Sirait, and my tumblr --> http://www.imabitcrazy.tumblr.com and you'll know my life compeletely :p Oh yes, i havent tell blogger world that IM GRADUATED!!!! Thanks God for everything, i've got my best nem and im happy for it :) But im a bit sad cause i'll not continue my Senior High School at SMA Labschool Rawamangun. I've choose SMAK 7 BPK Penabur as my next Senior High School. Please pray the best for me then :p Hmm, ive a lot of problems after ive been graduated. Im tired of all this and i need a time to be alone, to cry out loud cause im tired of being too calm. I wish there's someone who can understand me goodly. So sad, there's no one :( Ok i bet its enough. I dont wanna share to deep about mylife. Have a nice holiday everyone :)

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Super Duper Busy!

Hello blog!!!! Waaaa kangenbgt deh posting blog, krg lbh udh sebulanan lah yaaa gk post :( Hmm apakabar nih dunia per blogger-an? *apasiiii* Ah anyway bnyk skali cerita yg terlewatkan :):):) Aku au crt yg bgs aja ya......

So finally I'm celebrating my first year being Hadi Muhammad's Sister *azeeeek* Suka Duka jd kakak2annya dia tuh bnyk ya... Btw sedikit shared aja, kami kkadean tgl 10 Febuari dan 3 kali sempet brenti kkadean krn brantem gajelas, bnrn gajelas -____- Doanya smg lewat setaun ini ga ada berantem2an, mkn slng melengkapi krn bntr lg kt beda sklh jd gabs deh tuh ktm tiap waktu wawa gonna miss you dek!!!!! Btw 4 hari stelah setaunan dia jadian loh, congrats yaaaa dijaga pcrnya aku gamau dgr yg anehaneh!! Yaaa intinya smg kt selamanya ya amiiiiin :D

Btw 26 hari menuju UN dan rata2 nem gue msh blm bs mencapai 9 gmn doooong, gue pgn 81 nih :"( Tkt ga dpt nem 36.......hiks!!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Hello hello!!

Hello blogger! Apakabar? Lama parah gapernah menyentuh blogku ini :):) Banyak bgt yang pgn gue ceritain.. Teralu banyak malah! Hidup gue akhir2 ini berubah-rubah, kadang gue bisa jd orang yang seneng banget, kadang bisa jadi sedih banget. Yes i know, life must go on right? Anyway happy too late new year blogger! 2010 ini bkln ada satu moment yg berharga banget, minggu kedua bulan Febuari pada hari Rabu :) Smg lo gak mengecewakan ya kayak sebelom2nyaaaa. Many things to do this year, such as:

  • Done my bussiness with yearbook (thanks God it'll be done soon!)
  • Try Out yg berturut-turut (hrs diatas 9 tiap TO!!)
  • Ujian Akhir Semester II
  • Ujian....Nasional
  • Ujian Praktek
  • Ujian Akhir Sekolah
  • Lulus 100%
  • Jadi anak SMAN 81 2010-2013 AMIN AMIN AMIN :D:D:D:D
  • Punya pacar yang bisa dikenalin ke orgtua, amin :)
Yang terakhir sih gak begitu pengen.. Abis udh punya sih, pgnnya dia aja yg dikenalin ke mamapapa :p:p Ah smuanya doain gue sukses sama smua yang gue harapkan ini yaaa, paling ngga ini buat ampe Juni 2010 aduh pgn bgt jd anak SMAN 81 bangga gitu rasanya kan? Hehehehhehehe aminin ya smua! Tp agak sedih kl inget SMA.....pisah sm GeestdriftZestien #16? Td gue mikir di sklh, kalo gue udh SMA bakalan gk ya ada tmn2 yang suka meluk2 gue dr belakang, megang2 apakek yg ada di badan gue, kl gue lg sedih nanya "fanya kenapa???" trs punya tmn2 sekelas se seru 7B 8E 9C, dan yang paling sedihnya.....mgkn gak gue bs dpt sahabat terdekat yang lebih dari Sara Anes Andin Sasha Dilla? Kayaknya gak, bakal, ada :"( Ah sudahlah, masih banyak waktu sama mrk kok :) Jd inget sesuatu deh, khayalan gue Sara sm Anes....hahaha smg kenyataan amin!!!!! Yaudah ya pegel, trl banyak yg mau diceritain jd bingung. Bye all!